a road i dont want to take

Here's a track laid down for the train to follow.

A road still of dirt waiting to be paved for a past numerous time.

Here the body sits on the curb wondering what it should do.

Should it continue on this road that led to the creator's self destruction or end it all by making a right turn?

Is it that serious for the body's impatience to take over and make silly wonderous mistakes that possibly it'll later come to regret?

Is it all that serious to just have fun and not think about consequence?

Is it all that serious to continue on a road that has been walked back and forth on continously where the creator doesn't even know to where it leads?

Is it all that serious...

In the body's confusion, it doesn't know what it'd like anymore.

And it knows that continuing on this road will only lead to possible agony and possible torture.

And it knows that continuing on this track, this one way line, the train will not reach its end.

If its creator doesn't know where it ends, how would the follower?

The body understands the consequence, has the map and doesn't know what to do.

It reads on in its own direction and realizing it stepped on the road already, how can she step off of something that has no end?

The answer to that... It can.

It can step off.

It could run off.

It could continue the track, lay it in a new direction, there are chances and risks you could take.

The body knows but it's only acting upon that continuous one way road that it will learn.

It's time to ease off that train, get off the last stop, and stay off.

If anyone's gonna lay the new track for that train to continue on, it's going to be me.

I will only follow what I know is good for me and not what others have trampled on.

This is the last stop and my body might agree to having enjoyed the ride as short as it was but it will only cutoff to here.

On this road I am, I walk off make a right turn and again I'm not alone but understood, I'm paving my own path, laying down my own concrete, my own track and only will my train continue in its ascension.

Soon I will reach the plane and take off... And then wat?

Answer my question: AND THEN WAT??

Predict my future...

Predict my consequence to this occurring seeming habit.

Answer me now.

I hope your comprehension to my blog is on an openminded scale whereas most think its a road to narrow to see, understand, and walk on.