let me free

you cant see whats behind these black eyes and since you dont know what it is dont even try, lookin at sumthin that depth can drown you, my deepness goes deep around you, you dont even know where i come from or who i am, dont know where my mind stands, the game ive played all my life, now that im workin from the outside in, everything out here seeming dim, you dont know what i feel inside, you dont know urself so how can you know who am i, i speak reals and jokes the biggest flirt you might know, biggest heart you ever seen, have you seen me cry sum tears lately. bet not causeyou dont know who you speakin with you cant see the death in me stop speakin stupidity and get to know me. i hear you, every werd, i listen to it and sumtimes them low blows be hurtin more than you know. ive been hurt before you not the first, ive grown stronger more than the last one i pursed, you think you got me on my knees cryin, nigga please, i speak reals and truths and when i say you got me fallin for you, its tru, can you take advantage? NO im not your hoe. i dont give you what you please when you want when you need. cause honestly you dont do nothin for me. Thats why i cant have you as my friend here. Most of the shyt you got me sayin, my notebook is full and i had to turn to myspace. Tom gonna delete my shyt soon, if i keep talkin about you and when i hint at things, you be like, what, i dont understand you. nigga get this, i want you in my life, thats why i still have you right, i want you there, thats why i still like you, i want you to trust me, like i trust you, i want you to get, im gonna be there with you, thick and thin, all were goin thru, but you need to give my space from you, i cant be on your dick boy please, ive done enough ridin in my life, not literally. but you know my point, not really causei can bet right now that if you see this, itll go mindlessly. readin it and wonderin, she talkin about me? ill lie my ass off and tell you honestly. i want you by my side, im in it for the ride, its been a long time, and we still got shyt to do till we die.so know this is for the long run, know who i am before im gone, you know how i do how im scared of admitting i loved you. you had my heart enough times sed, still here arent i? dont know why but i still am. jus want you to know one thing before i go, dont look into my eyes and think im see thru, my mind thinks two steps ahead of you, and when you try to step ahead, stay behind, i dont want you stalling me, i got no time and places to be, so stop trying to hold me down, let me free.