6.19.2009

just becuz

Just because my emotions are sealed in a heart shaped box, does not mean you’re allowed to use your key... just because you possess that key does not mean you can unlock as you please and lock when you go. Just because the person I am isn’t who you think I was, does not mean you can change me into the person you thought I could be... just because I could be that person does not mean that ill willingly put myself in that position. Sometimes the chills that crawl throughout my skin have nothing to do with you. Sometimes the things that I think weren’t sparked by the sentence you spoke. Sometimes the things I allow myself to say aren’t exactly the words I’m thinking. Sometimes the ice you feel that comes off my aura isn’t half the cold you can feel later... Just because I’m the person who can pick you up and bring you down, does not mean you can attach yourself and hold me to every word that slips my tongue. Just because my idea of love is ideal doesn’t mean THIS actually is... Just because I’m learning the way in and out of how the clock works does not mean you can consume my time... just because....

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