Punching walls, breaking skin in form of slices.
Punching and punching causing breaks and forming debris.
Knuckles broken, skin unattached, bloody.
Fingers not broken but disfigured.
Status of imprisonment beyond the mind.
Stared at by others who feel one action deserves an equal counter reaction.
The same people who's eyes deceive them.
Don't know whether to ask about this person entering a system she seems to neither care to learn about. Finally checked inside bars inmate number S316R89-A at cell block 89A.
Beginning the process of escape, slowly grinding one's teeth against the metal, a way to create an exit... maybe an entry, not sure if this new addition will stay.
Like a wild animal, succeed in her newest environment.
A cheetah, running and running along a marathon against a horse.
She wins but she still runs. She's torn, torn inside beyond reasonable belief.
Belief of the things you were taught to know, understand, feel and convey in words because they make ideas. A conveyance that is mistaken for emotion instead of probable opinion.
Opinions that people fight over.
Everyone is entitled to one.
But its just like shit.
Everyone does it but no1 wants to smell it.
Rememberance of the events that brought her there.
Her advocate said she did it in the form of another person.
That she wasn't being herself but instead someone else.
Mr. Advocate claimed she wasn't in her right mind, plead insanity, "schizo".
The DA surpassed that and proved her guilty beyond a reasonable doubt.
Here in this cell... it echoes... doubt doubt doubt..... and it rings in her ears... doubt doubt doubt..... no evidence.
No proof.
Not even a crime scene.
But there's an innocent jailed for a crime.
Question how many people there must be punished for a felony they never committed.
I am that prisoner.
The innocent behind bars.
Trapped inside for things that never were displaced.
I am the one paying for the misdemeanors...
I'm that innocent calamity that breaks out to be free...
Still improper for being criminally insane and still under the label of crazy and now known as the one called in the courtroom as schizo.
I am two beings the one of innocence behind bars and the one whose karmic crimes came back to pay revenge.
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