dumb was i then

So I was thinking...

Was it you or was it me

That set you free and let you come back to me?

I stood there waiting impatiently

So now Im struggling not knowing if you do want me

And i cant help but think that theres always something wrong

My guard is up as i stand here thinking

Mindlessly Listening to your words and trying

To hold on to them

My mind is floating, i cant help it

Your not healthy for me to have

Then

Pointing out flaws, boy, u not perfect

The one man who is, u cant see

So flush it

Cuz i dont want to hear it

I held it in because i dont care what anyone thinks

But here i am listening to what u saying about me

Boy you got some nerve

Trying to change me

Dont praise me

No one said to you "talk to me"

If anything, leave

Take me for who I am

Cuz your words mean shit to me

Im ready 2 walk

And if anything I dont judge you the way you judge me

I must be crazy believing things could change

Here i am preaching to myself what i should've done said n did

I cant believe this cycle we go through

If i let you go again, will you come through?

Thats what i thought you'd say

I realize your still the same

Better late than never i should guess

Its crazy to think i thought i once loved u...

N dumb was i then...