i had a dream

I had a dream last night that I found out everything you once told me were lies. this didnt end pretty as i took ur arm and with a blade scraped the one thing you wanted that i got for you. i didnt stop till i saw ur eyes, fire lit and full of tears. you said how could you hurt me...i havent done nething. YOU HAVENT DONE NETHING? r u serious??? lying to my face again. u kno the person i trusted the most in the world fended for you and said i dont think hed lie to u... hes too honest for that. i shuda trusted my instincts instead. ur a fuckn liar. a fuckn asshole. i knew it in my heart u were lying. i even told storm i still thought u were lying. a month n a half after i asked u i KNOW UR LYING. y da hell r u wit me when u wanna b wit her? goddamnit. and as i yelled my fury at u. all u cud say was im sry... i dread hearing that more than yr... im sry? i answered. then y do u keep doing it... by now im in full blown tears and i dunno what else to do. i look down and all i c is blood. ur blood pouring on ur carpet... n it makes me smile... u asked me how i knew all along of ur lies... ur an obvious nigga... i told u, u were more like me than u thought... but at least i can keep my lies straight ... before i left ur living room i smacked u still wit the blade in my hand and as u grabbed ur cheek in pain. i kissed u goodbye and stepped outside. in the dream i still followed u as i went turning to my past. u went into ur bathrm and u cried. i finally hurt u bettr than u did me... u held ur cheeks and tried to smile when u winced in pain... harleys trademark... i never want u to laugh again and everytime u try i want u 2 rembr my name bcuz ull never 4get my name. written on ur name and slashed on ur face, ull always rembr my name. i left u b and followed my other entity and she was already retracing her past.... looking for the one boi who never let her down... n there he was. it was like he knew his sister was in trouble... he knew. n he was there waiting for me. my body still split in 2 didnt kno who to go to. my body was wit my brother but my mind was witchu... n exactly wat i knew u wud do... u phoned her and she came for u... i knew it. i knew it all along... my mind ran away as far as possible still not escaping the image it just witnessed. and i just didnt understand what else to do... i went to the beach. as i walked along and found an isolated area. i layed on the sand naked in this frigid weather and i drifted away into the sea. a sea of water from the tears i had cried. just enough to drift away in goodbye. when i woke up, i found myself to be in the same position i fell asleep in. crying. dont u ever hate it when ur right? i do... its never gudd