If a picture paints a 1,000 words I'll make sure I give that painting life. I make history through my mystery of joy, pain, and misery. Somehow I manage to keep walking in MY OWN shoes, hoping to lose the swelling in my feet through the blues. B.B Kingz... I play my guitar; I let the margins become my strings, strum them with my pencil and create notes of quotes that you could sing!
Written by: KingPin For Loca Kingz =)
8.03.2009
Some things just arent meant to be
Thinking about so many things and feeling my thoughts constantly flood the inner workings of my mind, I have settled on the thought that I should move on. It isnt healthy to remain in the same position. Unrequited love? Seems to be my luck. Seems like I fall victim to this over and over and over again. I am tired of it. Yet, its all apart of playing the game. The game of love. You lose and win some, you hurt some and hurt yourself. You eventually heal and move on. Right now, I need to heal. I need to move on. It'll all be okay, but it'll take time. I'll heal at my own pace. I just don't want to get over him and then he'll show me interest. Then what? Too late? I don't want anything to be that way. For now, I could only wait, and get over him... without getting under him.
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4 comments:
Have you read "He's Just Not That Into You?" That book helped me immensely. You have to walk away from a situation like that to get the love YOU deserve.
Well if that happens then its just too bad on his behalf. I agree with Stephanie Faris. Read that book. I wanna read it myself.
Hi Angeli,
Saw your comment on Stephanie's blog so I'm just popping by to leave you a comment. :-)
I'm so sorry about what you're going through. You're a precious person, created by a loving Father, and you deserve to feel cherished. I hope next time you find the right person to do that. :-)
Steph, Ive been meaning to get that book and then the movie came out and Drew Barrymore's in it who I JUST LOVE. I remember reading about it on your blog. Everytime it seems that I have a chance to get it, something happens where I cant. I think I need to go search for it @ the library. Lol
Trish, when I get it, Ill let you borrow it :-)
Thank you Jessica!
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