Times are hard. Life is rough. You will experience new things and learn from past mistakes. You will repeat some mistakes. You will find yourself trying to get away from the person you once were. You will even "better" yourself knowing you're still the same girl you were two years ago. You will realize that some of the best times in your life was during HS and mostly senior year. You will make friends out of people you once knew but didnt know so well. You will still live at home, have a better job, and attend a college you did not see yourself ever attending to begin with.
Nothing has really changed. You miss how things used to be. You will realize that forever is a lie and wish it wasn't. You will continue searching for love in that fairy tale kind of way, only to be let down each and every time. Life isnt all that great but its better than others. You're blessed and thats something that this 20 year old you would like 18 year old you to remember through the rough times, the good times, the worst of times.
And lastly... remember what Daddy always said: Regret what you did, not what you did NOT do.
Live hard, Love hard, and Keep fighting. I promise it gets easier.
Love you, Stephanie on September 24, 2009
2 comments:
It does get easier, and many times even better. It's all about the right attitude.
Same name as me! I missed this one. Things got really crazy toward the end of Thursday. Anyway, this is beautifully written and I just realized how young you are!
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