I'm a masochistic woman. I enjoy certain kinds of pain but THIS... I think I'd rather be sedated. This is ridiculous. I've been diagnosed with fibromyalgia after my slip a few years ago. And since I want to get into the navy, weaning off my meds have made things unbearable. I'm tired. I'm depressed for many reasons. And this pain, unbearable pain and constant soreness is slowing killing me. This is not the kind of pain I like and not the kind I tolerate well. This deep penetrating muscle pain and knowing I'm not swollen even though I feel that way sucks in so many ways. Smh.
Ugh. The need for venting. I want my meds back. I felt so much better when I was on them
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