Humans are disgusting!

Ok First off Im going to post some articles. And after each article, what I think about it.

First: Mom adopts child then gives him up

This pissed me off. Why the hell did she adopt him if she didn't feel connected to him? I understand you wanted a son, you wanted to give a child a home. My point is that why would you adopt a child who you dont feel connected to? Women have intuition and we use this most of the time because they are gut feelings that are usually correct. I do NOT doubt that her intuition kicked in when she said "I'm going to adopt little D."

Then on top of that, the baby has underdeveloped legs and a flat head. Both are clearly signs of an unattended baby. Because of these signs meaning he's unattended, there's no way you can say that you HONESTLY tried. I call bullshit! I call it and call it again: BULL FECES!

From a very young age, I've had strong maternal instincts. And when I say young age, I mean too young. SO of course, I have an idea of what I am saying. I've come across LOTS of kids, some with mental issues such as autism and retardation and others perfectly normal. There were many kids who I clicked with and few who I didn't. Those who I didn't, I still cared for but I knew we didn't connect and so was distant. Many times this connection was instantaneous. YOU know when you like someone and when you dont. Doesn't matter what the age. This is just something humane. It's called attraction. It doesn't have to be sexual attraction. Attraction is just how we connect and perceive others. So when I read this article, I sympathized that she didn't connect with the baby. BUT how dare you adopt a child you clearly knew you weren't working well with? You set that child up for hell. If I was that child, I would feel unwanted and unloved. I hope there is a family who takes little D in and loves him genuinely. He already been rejected twice, I would not want him feeling rejection a third time.

Note: His age means nothing. When he is older and understands the events that occurred in his life, trust it is inevitable for him to know, his story is on the news for god sakes, he is either going to feel like pure shit and overcome it or feel like shit and be affected negatively for a very long time and may even have to suffer through therapy to better understand and make a better outcome for himself. I wish that child well. I hope he grows up to be something special.

AND Yes, she disgusts me.

Second: RIP Derrion Albert
Derrion Albert 1
Derrion Albert 2
Derrion Albert 3

This saddened me as I stared @ the video with pure disgust. Like are you kidding me? What the hell happened to using fists in a fight? I'm not condoning fighting but damn it, planks? I grew up in a neighborhood where fights were a norm. You would see one daily if not weekly. It was either fight or get F'd up. Most kids fight, very little walk away. Walking away may make you look like a coward but sometimes you get into a situation where its life or death and many of us fight for life. This kid couldn't even defend himself. He was literally ambushed. What makes things worse was that he was an innocent bystander. People are making it seem like he was in the wrong place at the wrong time. NO. He was going home from school. He was in the right place. Just around the wrong people. Poor kid had a bright future for him.So we lost another future engineer, writer, chemist, etc. to violence. What the hell is up with this generation? Things like this makes me wonder was my generation that bad? These kids are around my age! I'm 20 years old. Half of these kids in the mob are in HS. One of the kids charged is 19. I feel for his family. I can only imagine the loss they feel. Things like this makes me not want to have kids. I do NOT want my children growing up in a world like this. I'd rather die than to have my children grow up in a world where they are trying to make sure they live out another day, where their days are spent trying to escape the world they live in. I cant and refuse to do it. I live in NYC. I cant complain. I grew up in a bad neighborhood and have yet to be a negative statistic of say teenage pregnancy, robbery or homicide. (I'm no longer a teenager so I can't be a stat for that anymore but I can still be a stat for the others.) I may have had a much blessed life compared to many others and for that I am grateful. Yet knowing where I came from, it makes me wonder, what the hell is up with these parents? Teachers? These are people who are raising kids, what the hell is going on? Why are the kids in these videos so angry? Why are they so anxious to continue this war? Supposedly the stats are rising of deaths in the schools in chicago. Are things truly that bad? Are humans holding in that much hatred for each other? The actions in the video are absolutely disgusting.

Fights are normal to me but beating someone to death makes me want to know: What the hell is wrong with humans? Are we so easily prepared to fight that we forget that we're DOMESTICATED animals and not in the wild?

I am purely disgusted. Heavily disgusted. I have no words. I am speechless. Angry and speechless. This kid should NOT have died. He should NOT had been made involved.

Let me know what you think. I'm curious to know what my audience thinks of this rant and its articles.