You ever feel like you're holding back on yourself? The kinds of limitations that you impose on yourself whether it is to please someone else or to keep yourself from doing something you'll later regret?

Sometimes, and more often recently, this is how I feel. But I've yet to figure out which one it is yet.

I've been nostalgic and reminiscing on a lot of conversations. Conversations that are years old, things people always pointed out about me, my eccentricity especially is the one thing that I feel is lacking right now. I don't even remember the last time I had a good conversation with someone where I didn't feel like I was holding my tongue. It's annoying. So here I am, reevaluating myself, the world, my vision and how I want things to occur and happen as they come to me. And of course, I can't control the world but I have control over myself. I need to focus and grab my goals by the balls and get them. Chase them. Right now, especially because of school, I feel stunted. Usually I would up and leave everything behind, come back another day to continue it where I left off, but right now, what can I do? Until graduation in June, there's nothing I can really do about anything and it's annoying.

I feel stunted. I want to see the world. And to see the world I need money, So let's get money,

First stop: Graduation. Next stop: the World.