10.20.2010

stress

I have been mega stressed lately. My aggression and frustration levels are at an all time high and unfortunately its going to be taken out on the wrong person soon. I feel it coming but I have no idea when. Think of the Hulk.

So it started on Monday. Friggin lawyers at my job left something last minute then give me a face when I try to accomodate them by the time I leave work. I dont think people here understand that I AM A STUDENT WORKER. I DO NOT GET OVERTIME LIKE YOUR PARALEGAL DOES.

AArgh.

Then yesterday, what used to be one of my favorite classes annoyed the shit out of me when I realized the professor gave me a shitty grade with no explanation and its similar to what someone of a higher grade got on their paper. Then because this man is on the verge of senility decides to avoid my questioning. I swear to god if he fucks with my grade I am so going to the head of the Psych dept. I am not one with the bullshit. It is my next to last semester and I refuse to waste my time on all this shit and get a bad grade. I am paying for the class out of pocket. I am focused. I refuse for my grades to get played with. ESP when its similar to the work of someone who received a higher grade. LIKE WTH.

Now today. Its just been a shitty morning. I shouldve realized it when the oversized purse on some girl took my headphones as its gift. Like really though? Give me back my headphones bitch! Then I get to work and every one is going goo goo ga ga over Tom Selleck. Like cmon who cares? He dont know any one of you people. Then when I am told to come with to see this Tom Selleck via one of the windows, the fucking migit I cant stand is all rude and trying to push me out the way to see through her window. Like granted, its your office but damn you do NOT need to be rude. UGH. Then add to this, dick giving me bullshit all morning and I tried laughing about it but right now "ni me huelen las azucenas!" as my mother would say.

I got a major frigging headache. and Im coming to realize its just NYC that spews headache into my brain.

2 comments:

Starr said...

woosah dearie!

i smell a vacation needed. oh wait! thats my food cooking!!! *runs to the kitchen*

lol na, dont let them work ppl get to you. remember at least you have work ppl u can deal with at all. they arent family so u can easily dismiss them and their bull****. if you need an ear to talk to i'm here for ya.

good luck finishing this year. give them hell before you leave lol.

Lovelyladylocs said...

Hey,

sorry u had such a bad week, i didn't have a good week too but for different reasons, i might write a post one day about it. Like Ms Star said don't let them get to you, your almost done!! :-)