And soon enough another semester will be over. This being the second to last one. YES I AM HAPPY TO SAY NEXT SEMESTER IS MY LAST. Then what, right?

Well right now, Im looking at a long relaxing vacation with my family in PR. I need to relax. Theres too much thats been going on and I just wanna enjoy myself. Work can wait till I get back. I doubt Ill have one at the end of the semester so fuck it. I am going to enjoy my summer and run away for 4-6 weeks of the summer, come back enjoy whats left and lazily search for a job until September where Ill get aggressive about everything. Hopefully by then things are looking up. I hope to God that things go at least somewhat as planned and that I wont have to alter too much. I plan to work 3 days a week now so I know Im going to have money hopefully for when I vacay.

What did you guys do when you graduated?

I know most of my friends just continued working or came back home in search of work. Others went to get their masters degrees and personally for me, that can wait. I need a mental break from school. I need to find a place where Im comfortable. I cant jump into it again. I did that once before and found myself hating the commute to a wonderful place I enjoyed and transferred out to this hell of CUNY. Thats another thing, if Im going to be spending money on my Masters, I refuse to go to CUNY. I am looking into SUNY though. Id much rather go away or drive out to LI.

Anywho... things are bad but Im trying to not be pessimistic. I cant afford to see myself depressed