cant let go

As he laid his head back on her chest, he couldn't help but stop to think about what he was doing. He had his girlfriend to think about and be with but had this one girl under him who showed him all the love she could. She obviously would have given the world up to be with him and all he could do is stay stuck between her and his girlfriend. She never asked him to leave her. She never said a word about the triangle he created. She only asked him to not let her fall in love and he failed at it. The girl was beyond tripping and fell so hard, she was only waiting to pick up the pieces when the day came that her falling would fall apart. She couldn't let him go the more time she spent with him. He couldn't let her go, knowing all the while he was thinking about her, too. He wasn't asked to choose but soon enough would have to. The day would come when she would feel like she should move on. When that day comes, what is he to do? He had no idea how he would feel when he wasn't at the front of the line anymore, when he wasn't her object of lust and love anymore. Knowing she had to leave, she moved his head gently to the pillow and tried to get up to leave. He felt her heart increasing in beat. She needed to leave and he wouldn't let her go. His grip would only tighten around her waist. He didn't want to but knew he would eventually have to let her loose. He loved this girl more than he led on. He felt more than what he ever anticipated to feel. All she could do was relax and lay back until his slumber was deep enough for her to leave. The night was coming that he would have to deal with both ladies in his presence. He didn't know what to do. All he could do was expect one to be hurting and the other to only suspect if she caught on. The situation would only escalate from there and he just didn't know what to do anymore. This was the price he had to pay for playing this game...